oh well, this is just kind of random stuff i like.
i am a college student, stuck in a business major which makes me wanna bang my head everywhere! haha. i fell in love with Panic! at the Disco since i was in Middle School and still stuck in love with them up until now. i like BIGBANG and 2NE1. i love Art. Appler. Theian. Dramione.
well today my boyfriend and i was in a fight (again). Days ago he asked me to say and ask him whatever i really want, not other person want. I thought it was just selfish, and he said it’s not. i gave up and agreed on him. But today after class, when he asked me out to lunch, i just said “okay, but since i just ate some hours ago and i’m still full, let me just accompany you to eat”. Guess what did he say? he just say “why you only think of yourself?” and then he left me dumbfounded.
WHAT THE FUCK MAN
DID I JUST SAY SOMETHING BAD? DID I REJECT HIM? DID I SAY I DON’T WANNA TO?
i was sooooooo upset. i left class and went out. i wanted to go home by self but i couldn’t since i still brought his key and parking card. aaaaaaaaaaargh i stopped. he took me home later.
after he left, i went to my room and cried. A lot. One hour passed, i relaxed. i looked at my phone and no text. i was starting a bit worried. two hours passed, still no text. i tried to call and text him but he did’t answer. Some of my friends asked me where was him since he supposed to be in a meeting of his project with my friends but he wasn’t there! I was so fucking worried like hell. I kept texting and calling him for an hour, hundred calls and texts i think. 45 mins later, he just texted me back with “what? i’ll come over later” sounded simply annoyed.
i calmed my self down, and reply
me : “where are you?”
him : “kim’s. doing project.”
1 hour later……………
him: “i’m done. i’m going to get some dinner and go home. goodnight”
well yeah, he lied, or forgot, i don’t know. and i cried to bed. not a good day, isn’t it? was it my fault?